Learning seems to be quite a treat for me lately. Its like my brain is a large infinitely large chasm that needs to be filled. I feel the urge to learn more, to know more. It has also become easier to understand things. I had another moment of clarity as people do as they age and I could figure things out better. Everything seems like one large machine working together through time. People have also become easier to understand. When I meet someone I feel I can see who they really are. I can see through them, understanding how they work. This has eased my chronic shyness greatly almost to the point of non existence. For once I find that talking to most people is enjoyable.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that only a few weeks before school start I had no intentions of going back. This has been probably one of the best spur of the moment decisions I have made. My plans for after school has changed. Once I get my career up and going, I hope to go back to school for a second 4 year degree in a science. I really enjoy learning about evolution and atoms. I guess I would choose a degree in Evolutionary Biology or Nuclear Physics. Either way my plans are sure to change before school ends so I am not putting too much stock in it but its a good goal to set. If I do then I will keep going and get another after that. The over all goal is to get a decent education in many fields of study so that I am able to better understand the world.








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I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity
in the end, we conserve only what we love. we will love only what we understand. we will understand only what we are taught.
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If these walls could talk, they would say I want you more. They would say, I never felt like this before and that you're the only one for me.
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"In the end"? Nothing ends Adrian, nothing ever ends.
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"In the end"? Nothing ends Adrian, nothing ever ends.
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in macro we trust!
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"In the end"? Nothing ends Adrian, nothing ever ends.
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"Love is giving someone the opportunity to hurt you, but, trusting that they wont."
My boyfriend --->
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"In the end"? Nothing ends Adrian, nothing ever ends.
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